the [Queen] of wishful thinking.

1. 27
   Dec
   

   what the efffff.

   No idea why I’m awake right now, but my mind is running a mile per minute. As usual. Thinking about crazy irrelevant future shit, like grad school and my exact schedule of classes for the next 5 semesters and imagining what cities I might live in after college and fantasizing about my future husband and babies… basically CRAZY SHIT, considering you know, I’m 22, have never had a serious relationship, and am only one semester into my time at a big public research university. 

   And yet, my brain keeps going. I only have a week from tomorrow left here in Pleasanton before I’m road tripping back to Tempe and starting spring semester and going back to work. I wanna enjoy it and spend time with my family and friends. I don’t know why I’m getting lost in my head thinking about things that are so far off, but it’s something I do fairly constantly. 

   Going to pass the eff out now, so I can TRY and get up at a reasonable hour tomorrow. 

   • what the eff